Can we all just shut up about how much our lives suck? Oh my god. Shut up.  Can we just stop looking for reasons to be depressed? Can we stop feeling so shitty? Just stop. Stop.

My goodness. I know I’ve fed the fire before. I am probably one of the most bitter, biggest complainers, pretentious person I know, but can we all just shut the fuck up for once? Really. We’re alive. Isn’t that enough? We find the little things to complain about when we should appreciate the shit we have. Put the razors down, wipe your away your tears, eat some ice cream, talk to some friends, put some clothes on that make you feel good about yourself. Or watch a comedy. Go on a play date with any friend of your choice.

Can we all just give each other a big group hug and then shake the crap out of each other for being stupid?

Let’s just be alive. Let’s just be happy for once.

One more term. Ten more weeks. 42 more school days.

Make it count and don’t fuck up.

Dear Jessica, 

Remember when I told you to get your priorities straight? Yeah, you’re not doing a very good job. Stop fucking up. You only have three more months left. Just get it over with.

Stop caring so much. Stop trying so hard.

Too often you let your past experiences interfere with your present and future ones. Not every story has to have the same ending. Expect for the worse, but never settle for it. Lay down all your insecurities and doubts. Stop being so afraid. Just go for it.

1. Don’t listen to the opinions of other about books, music, movies, etc. Try it out yourself. You may find you may not agree on their opinions.
2. Classes are worth paying attention to. You may learn something you actually care about or will never forget. Besides, you don’t want to be the one who’s completely lost in class, right?
3. The best type of therapy sessions are the ones with your closest friends. Even if they can’t help you solve your problems, they’ll sure as hell make you laugh when you need to.
4. Let your guard down for once. If you keep pushing people away, you might miss out on great friends or that someone special.
5. Fight for what you want. If you wanted it bad enough, you’ll do whatever it takes.

Dear Jessica,

Never and I mean NEVER let this happen to you ever again.

It’s okay to feel lost. It’s okay to feel like this. You’re human. Sucks right? No, it doesn’t. 

Stop wallowing. All it takes is a patient heart and you’ll be okay soon. I promise.

Don’t be so hard on yourself, okay? Smile and be happy. Don’t let dumb things get in your way of your happiness. Follow your path, let it be known that you are ready and alive, and make way. 

Why are you doing this to yourself? Better yet, why are you doing this to the both of you? Are you stupid? You’re happy. You’re happy. You’re happy. Stop trying to break that happiness. Stop setting up all these barriers, all these walls, and stop drowning your doubts and insecurities. YOU. CAN. DO. THIS. 

Stop worrying. If it doesn’t work out then that’s okay. If it does then that’s great. Don’t rob yourself from happiness. Don’t sell yourself short. 

Isn’t it about time you finally let someone in? Just let it happen.