January 2012
I don’t want to tell you what’s going on because you seem to know absolutely nothing even vaguely important about me.
Nor do you seem to care.
What am I to you anyway?
“But I don’t want comfort. I want poetry. I want real danger. I want freedom. I...”
– Brave New World, Aldous Huxley (via deotroslados)
Not sure what I’m waiting for. This is a stupid game. I don’t want to be part of it anymore.
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Maybe all I need is someone to spill out everything to. Everything.
They wouldn’t need to say anything either. They could just sit there, nod their head, look me in the eyes. Just someone who would listen, but didn’t need to understand.
Because no one can understand.
Anonymous asked: WHY ARE YOU SO KYOOOOOTE?!
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How are you going to ask me what I’m going to do about it? I have no idea what I’m going to do about and even if I did I wouldn’t know where to start.
What do you want me to do? Not go to college? Stay in town? All I really wanted to do was just get out of here. I don’t want this. I didn’t ask for this.
How can you call me that? Tell me that? Take it all and spit on...
I don’t know but that’s okay.
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Stop caring so much. Stop trying so hard.
wtfitsnotalex asked: Does some one need coffee?!?! :D
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This moment. This moment right here.
I’m doing it again. Fuck it.
Just, fuck. Ugh.
I don’t want to do this again, be this person again. Do the same thing again. It all turn out the same.
Shit.
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I was wondering where you had gone for so long. Sometimes I miss you. Most times I don’t. I wonder why it’s turned out to be like this.
Sometimes I wonder why we haven’t spoken. Do you want to talk? Have we lost that touch? No, I’m always talking and sometimes you’re listening but I can tell when you’re starting to tune me out.
I can feel you fading away,...
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I guess maybe I’m just tired of sitting idly by waiting for something to change. Maybe I’m waiting to live out the rest of my life. Maybe I’m just done with everything here.
Maybe I’m not.
I didn’t know that waiting and doing nothing could be so tiring. I’m too restless to sleep but too tired to do anything else.
How did I become like this?
Sigh.
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There is nothing left but a choice to make and a future to live. Each day makes it even more clear. This is where I want to go. This is who I want to be.
There is so much I’m begging myself to achieve.
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Come Home - One Republic
It’s been a long...
jonathanpham:
Youthful carelessness may have been my greatest regret but damn, did I learn. I think there was a lengthy phase in my life when I started to wonder whether or not I really let my own character grow. Did I stagnate for awhile? Had I been the best person I could be? As curious as I am, I will never know and it should never overwhelm me now. I made mistakes here and there, both with...
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Why did you fight for it then? Why did you work so hard to try create something so beautiful when you were only going to obliterate it in the end? Why did you stand so faithful, so proud against the naysayers if you were just going to give it up?
Was it not worth it? Were the fights and arguments and heartaches not worth it? Were the “i-love-yous, we-can-do-this,...
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The longest relationship I’ve ever had was three years… when I got married in a video game.
Sadly, I’m okay with this.
This is probably the 4th video game in which I’ve gotten married in. Woe is me.
Anonymous asked: whats your cup size
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Alright fuck it, finishing the last three things in this post.
A list of what you want to change in the new year.
My negative mindset. I’ve been a pessimist for too long.
My work ethic.
My hair, but this is every year… or month.
My lack of time spent with those most important to me.
My diet.
Five people who you got really close to.
Tuong Le
Aivy Nguyen
Kevin La
Jessie...
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I’m four days late on this challenge:
A letter to person you grew apart from this year.
Dear you,
Not really sure where we stand now, but I’d like to let you know that you were once a very important person in my life. I hope you’re doing well and I’d like to let you know that I think I’m doing pretty good. Things kind of get in the way of a nice friendship...
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It really bothers me when those of the opposite sex talk to me just to try and “get at me.” The conversations are great and the friendship is blooming but it ends when they realize that I don’t want to meet them halfway.
I don’t want to be your girlfriend and if you’re going to end a friendship because you realize that I have nothing to offer you then I’m sorry...
yuenyun:
Utada Hikaru (English + Japanese mix)